BORED :(

as usual.. im at home now. haha. today there isnt any tuition lessons in the evening sooooo i’ll be going over to meet raymond if he doesnt have OT! PRAY PRAY. anyway… i’ve signed up for basic theory test last sunday but the test date is SUPER FAR AWAY! 27 feb!! haha. so far horh. sian. but nvm. i dun really have the mood to start studying now. haha. my tuition slots are like FULL alrdy cos everyone wants it night time or weekends. im going for an interview this thurs so that my day time will be occupied and wont be soooo bored!!! hahaha.

IM SO IN LOVE. YIPPPPPPPPPPPP.

and when im so down, you’re there for me and help me resolve everything!!! =D

JIAYAN

work!

raymond found a good job! haha.. But POOR ME. I’m left alone at home during day time… waiting for time to pass quickly so that tuition lessons every night could start faster! but time seems to pass super super slowwwwww…. oh myyy. and raymond cannot come and find me anymore!!! (he works till 6.30pm + OT and i have tuition lessons almost every night!) how to meet???!!!  AHHH. my weekends are packed with tuition and family gatherings!!! WEEKDAYS AND WEEKENDS CANT MEET!!! whats going to happen to me… =( WAAAAAA. hope i can find a half day admin job soon or maybe some schools can call me one day!(to work as relief teacher) so i wont be bored to death..alrighty….

gd luck to me! three more hours to tuition again.

JIAYAN with loveeeeeee

Our Second Neoprint!!! =)

hellloooo!!

finally is our second neoprint!!! YAHOOOO!!! i’m so happy! but i dont want raymond to go in army so soon!!! APRIL seems to be coming real fast! gosh!

JIAYAN

the hardest thing

havent seen raymond for many days~

anyway clique is planning to go overseas together! yipeeeee!!! but most of the guys cant make it.. perhaps only one or two? or none???!! i believe we girls, will shop like crazy! haha. i better prepare a comfortable pair of flats!! haha. shall not blog shop for these few weeks! haha. save money to go bangkok to shop!!! YIPEEEE!!!

my goal in my life now is to cherish every single person and every single moment.

yupps. i feel like shitting now. haha…have been slacking at home.. =)

just painted my nails GOLD in colour. not perfect though. but it’s nice. i seldom paint my nails. haha.  yupppssss.

tmr going to watch princess and the frog with my cousins!!!

loveeeee…………………………………………..

JIAYAN

what tmr holds for me

hmm. i dun really have the urge to blog nowadays. i dun know why. hmm. anyway, i’ve gone for several interviews for jobs and im waiting for calls! i hope i really can get a job. im currently tutoring my going-to-be P4 cousin. lessons start tmr! i’ve done my homework for the very first lesson: checking out their syllabus, preparing my own notes (cos she’ll only get her textbook on 23rd dec), quick tests and questions.. well prepared huh!haha. any more tuition assignments available for me????!!! haha. oh. and im going to teach my another P5 cousin Mathematics once a week but that’ll only start when her school reopens. alrighty. im in for teaching. Haha. i hope my grades will be gd enough to go into teaching course…….. PRAY HARD!

anyway, talking about my relationship with my bf… we’re going strong. haha.. i hope he’s the right one for me….. IDK.  you know, i cant predict anything! haha! yupps. thats all.

im in need of money to shop shop shop. and the boys just have to do exercise and earn money =X they’ll screamed at me!!!

thats all.

super grateful*

I  havent been blogging even though A levels are over. cos im so scared. i dunno. im not reading any friends’ blog cos im scared to see comments for the papers. i think im really going to flung them but i really pray very hard. at least all Cs and Bs and Ds please!!! i really hope. im not aiming high, i dont know why. maybe i know i cant. everyone says: ” YES, you can!” it’s just cos u dunno what i wrote and all for my answers. . so im not consoled or comforted. alright..i know it myself.

there’s always this person who has been standing by me like FOREVER during this tough period. i lost count how many times i’ve cried during the A levels period cos im too scared..  no matter how sad, how loud i’ve shouted, no matter how i shoo-ed him away, he’s always here for me! i’ve gone crazy, i’ve shouted at him like so many times to leave me alone and that he dont understand me at all…dun understand what im thinking, what im going through. yet, he’s always listening to me and being so patient to me. and that led me to cry even louder and MORE!!! tell me how should i ever thank you, tell me what should i do to repay you. your love for me, thank you so much! im super grateful. really. for being so patient… and i really love you! thank you! appreciate whatever you’ve done for me!!!=) so when im away during this weekend, take care of youself k i’ll be back real soon!!! you can play ur games!!! =) love you! thank you!!!  and i promise i’ll really cherish you! =)

JIAYAN

graduation day plus BBQ

yay. so happy about yesterday!  we had grad day sch celebration in the day and class bbq at night over at grace’s place! i would like to thank everyone who turned up and also, to tried their best to make it! Thanks to the following people who have helped me alot in organizing the bbq party: Hilda and her mummy and uncle , grace and parents, val, yuheng, vanny (who accompanied yuheng to get the balloons) , reuben, xinmei and gang for persuading jun hua to come! haha. and last but not least, MY LOVELY RAYMOND! =) thanks for giving me support during the past few days! i hope it is a success! yay! alrighty!

Happy Birthday to chang yi, junhua and alicia in advance!!!!!! love you people!

pictures are not with me!!! =( go to yuheng’s blog, grace’s blog and alicia’s blog to check out the photos during the next few days kaes!!!

JIAYAN

looking forward!

for the past few days, i have been bumping into CUTE CHILDREN!!! yesterday raymond and i were at the library and we saw this cute little girl talking to her mummy so loudly!and today at mos, this cute little boy! and etc etc.  haha. and suddenly, i m SO LOOKING FORWARD to my future! now i wish for a peaceful life and not a dramatic one! hehe. i hope the world doesnt end soon! cos i would really want to be a MUMMY!!! =) i think that’s ALWAYS my wish since young! hmm. i love kids!!!

JIAYAN

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this is early by ONE day! =) cos tmr i’ll be busy so cant blog! =)

JIAYAN