there are so many millions of people on earth, in our country and i think is kind of a miracle to find someone you really like and the person likes you too. if not, out of SO many other people, u had a crush on him/her. isnt it something SPECIAL? like out of so many other faces and hearts, u like his/hers. hmmm. we may have been hurt by others before, but dun every give up! the right one will always appear..
once, i really lost hope. i really didnt know i would ever find someone who could understand and love me. someone who is patient enough with me! i got to know this other guy outside school last year, and he was kind of demanding and all. alright, of course he knows how to sweet talk. hmm. but i didnt have that feeling as in the past. i thought i really could never fall in love again. and who knows…this guy came into my life and if you ask me why i fell for him?? besides him being nice to me, he’s always making me laugh! and most importantly, he is honest with what he feels. he dont really sweet talk though. haha. but his honest replies are kind of sweet somehow. =) and of course, i’ve got to thank my precious friends of one year plus who brought us together! =)and when my friends told me they are happy for me, i was really touched! super touched!!!
and i know what people are going to say… the first few mths mah, confirm damn nice one. cos honeymoon period. i cant give u a hundred percent guarantee for anything! anything on earth! things do change. and in fact, im still scared for EVERYTHING. but i’ll do my best and do whatever i can as a girlfriend and friend! =)
i want to say DONT EVER GIVE UP! treat every failed relationship as a lesson. a precious lesson!!! you’ll definitely find someone who really treasures you. if you find yourself drained after giving up so much and still got hurt deeply, it’s okay! take a break and get on ur feet ASAP! it’s really okay to take a break. you’ll feel that u’re refreshed and recharged! and for the time being, do the things you like! do the things you never dare to do when you’re with him/her!!!
and for those who are having a crush on someone..maybe a courtship should start somehow!!! i just hope it wouldnt spoil any friendships!!! =X
and i hope you will have a happy ending.
JIAYAN
